Sunday, January 22, 2006


The students from Zilberman Yeshiva Ketana circled around me. They had never been so close to a man wearing faded blue jeans before. Sure they had seen tourists entering the Old City, but a person wearing casual clothes living next door to them was unheard of. They spoke amongst themselves, attempting to find a student who spoke English. An English speaking student was eventually found amongst the young boys and he briefly introduced himself and communicated my intention to study at Yeshiva to the others. Each one of them took a turn to shake my hand saying, "Shalom Aleichem" ("Peace be upon you"). I grinned at the uncanny thought of me being some sort of celebrity. After the commotion settled down, I went back to my dorm and motioned to a fellow roommate, "Those boys live in a prison, hindered from the freedom of life." Without looking up from his Sefer ("book"), my roommate replied, "They believe it is you who has lived in a prison and are now being released and free to roam the potential of the mind." At that moment I realized that indeed I had owned an imagination which had become limited from becoming a victim of lust, a follower of the heart, and it was ironically me who had been confined to the shackles of society.

A Long December (Poetry)

5 comments:

SemGirl said...

Very well written.. Its moving and passionate. Thanks for visiting my blog..

Sarah Likes Green said...

Really does make you think, to try and understand the world from the other persons view and then hopefully learn from that.
Keep up the great writing and insightful thoughts.

Anonymous said...

Interesting thoughts Benj,

My only thought are this...

Is it better to live in an open society, see everything and decide for yourself the path of knowledge that you wish to take, or grow up in that world...

Benji said...

Hey Buff - thanks for your comments. I think you're pretty much spot on. It is necessary and often essential to make informed decisions based on all the facts surrounding life, and perhaps this is the major difference between religion and cults.

The main thing that I wanted to show was not necessarily that they are correct and we are wrong, or vice verse but I wanted to express the notion that I always thought they were so confined and it fascinated me to think that it was actually me who they thought was confined.

From a person who has lived both lives; a modestly observant childhood and a secular young adulthood, it is only now that I can see that they are subtly correct with relation to me personally

Sarah Likes Green said...

just wanted to wish you a happy purim!!!

:)